Follow Your Passions

I vividly remember choosing my first day of school outfit for freshman year. Although this may seem odd to some of you readers, I personally associate articles of clothing with thoughts and memories. When I chose my outfit, thoughts including "what will others think of this?" and "will I fit in with the rest of my peers?" raced through my brain. I based my own decision solely on others. Over the course of four years, I have developed my own motto, values and beliefs. Sure, I now know how to run a statistics hypothesis test and can solve a precalculus math equation. However, that is not nearly as important as the life lessons I have learned throughout my high school experience.

What I've learned

High school taught me to accept failure and move forward. Whether it was from failing multiple Chinese tests or not getting a perfect score on the ACT, I realized success does not mean perfection. I learned that life is not about numbers. Your GPA does not define you, your ACT score does not define you and the ranking of your college does not define you.

In addition, I have learned to accept myself. I dress and appear how I want to, not how I think others want or think I should. While aesthetics and appearance have become an important aspect in my life throughout high school, I believe that my appearance should reflect myself in a unique and personal way because independence is empowering.

In my psychology class, we created a mission statement that reflects ourself and our values in a creative and expressive way. My mission statement touched on what I stand for which includes:

• I stand for honesty.
• I stand for creativity.
• I stand for loyalty.
• I stand for courage.

What now?

With less than a month left of school, it is important for me to make the most of my senior year and continue my growth in college. I hope to do so by pursuing my passions, such as writing and fashion. I hope that my blog has made an impact on my readers throughout the year and has inspired you all to follow wherever life takes you. I urge you to consider the following questions:

• What are you passionate about?
• What are your ultimate goals?
• What do you stand for?

Started from the bottom...

Now we're here! 

"Cute" Killer Whales: Understanding Ecocriticism

Currently, we are discussing ecocriticism in English class. For my readers who aren't quite as familiar with this topic, I will fill you in. From language and literature to images and media, ecocriticism examines how nature is represented in society. Keeping with my blogging lens, I would like to explore the role of animals and their appearance in media and culture. After studying ecocriticism, I have learned to view how nature is presented in a drastically different way than previously. 

Often, society portrays animals as "cute" and cartoon-like in order to gain appeal. While I believe animals should be positively represented, they also must be accurately represented. The documentary, "Blackfish," offered insight into the world of sea-park industries. This emotionally wrenching story challenges viewers to consider their relationship to nature and discloses how little we humans have learned from such highly intelligent and sentient fellow mammals. 

Prior to watching "Blackfish," I fell into the trap that SeaWorld presents to its audience, and I believed that it was normal to hold killer whales captive in concrete pools. I had stuffed Shamu toys and other accessories covering the bookshelves in my room. I was blindsided with the personal, interactive and thrilling elements the park offered to its audience. After watching, however, I realized how cruel SeaWorld and other sea-parks can be. “If you were in a bathtub for 25 years, don’t you think you’d get a little psychotic?” Jane Velez-Mitchell, a CNN anchor, wonders in a clip that’s used in the film. The parks are used for entertainment and monetary purposes, without any consent from the animals themselves. 

It is important to recognize the perspective of ecocriticism in order to fully understand the role of nature and animals in our daily lives. "Blackfish" opened my eyes to the realities of SeaWorld and challenged me to think about killer whales in a new light. 

The Truth Behind Thinspiration

Recently, I came across an interesting post from one of my favorite bloggers in the community, The Representation Project, a blog dedicated to using film and media in order to expose gender stereotypes and shift the cultural mindset of gender inequality. Weekly updates, ranging from hard-hitting news to lifestyle and entertainment, are posted for readers to enjoy and learn from. This week, I learned about a new, often harmful media trend called "thinspiration."

Although I do not believe that media trends are the direct cause of eating disorders, I do believe the media plays a role in fueling eating disorders through unrealistic images and appearances. Because of this, I think it is important to understand the ideas and messages portrayed through "thinspiration." The word nearly defines itself-"to describe images created and used to "inspire" consumers to be "thin." Often, media platforms such as Tumblr, use celebrities and fashion models as inspiration to lose weight. The issue with this, however, is many images on "thinspiration" sites show dangerously emaciated women, illustrating the peril of media as a portrayal of appearance. In turn, "thinspiration" does not encourage healthy lifestyles, but rather can be deemed as a promotion for eating disorders. 

Image from http://shrinkingana.tumblr.com/, a "thinspiration" site

After researching different "thinspiration" blogs, I came across this one. I found it to be very disturbing, especially the images used as supposed inspiration. In addition, the information text box displayed the following: "This little blog is here to help me stay motivated. My goal is to weight 100 lbs by Christmas. It's a little present to myself." This detrimental form of media must be recognized and discussed in order to shift consciousness towards change. 

The media is a powerful tool in today's society and should be used accordingly. If any of you readers are suffering from an eating disorder, I encourage you to check out the following resources. I would also appreciate any comments or questions you may have. Thanks for stopping by! 

Anti-Thinspiration & Recovery Blogs:

• Curve Appeal
• We Are Anti-Thinspo
• Say No to Thinspo

Body-Positive Articles:

• NEDA: “10 Will Powers for Improving Body Image”
• NEDA: “10 Steps to Positive Body Image”
• NEDA: “20 Ways to Love Your Body”

Top 3 Reasons Why Fashion is Important

When you hear the word "fashion," what do you think of? Some may picture skinny models walking down a runway in million dollar pieces of fabric, others may think of famous movies depicting the fashion industry. As a fashion lover, I often find the practice does not earn the credit it deserves in terms of importance. To me, fashion is an art. It's a career, a passion, a lifestyle. Here are the top 3 reasons why I believe fashion is important:

Photo taken fromfashion-design-course.com

1. Fashion requires creativity. Whether you're getting dressed in the morning or designing a collection for New York Fashion Week, putting together pieces of clothing requires a sense of creativity and passion. Fashion offers an outlet for imagination and experimentation. While some people may use music or sports as an outlet to express themselves, others can use fashion to do so. This is an extremely important aspect of self-discovery, and can even help promote self-confidence. Personally, I often find that when I look presentable, I feel better about myself. It is important to promote creativity in order to explore and comprehend the world. Fashion can help to increase opportunities, form new connections and reach new understandings. 
2. Fashion is an important aspect in culture and religion. Each country is associated with different cultural pieces of clothing. Many associate Levi jeans with American culture, as well as the Hijab with Islamic culture. In Judaism, women and men wear head coverings as a sign of modesty and to honor God. Fashion plays a significant role in human culture and religion because of its ability to physically demonstrate ideas and beliefs. 
3. Fashion depicts time. Certain pieces of clothing are associated with different time periods. I'm sure many of you, for example, associate leg warmers and neon colors with the 80's. In turn, fashion allows us to relate specific and important historical time periods with different articles of clothing and fashion styles. Trends are always shifting, demonstrating its relationship with time. 

Here is an interview with Anna Wintour, editor-in-chief of Vogue, from The Colbert Report. Watch this and listen to why she believes fashion is important. Please comment with any thoughts, I would love to hear them!

Spraying Messages in Egypt *Grade This :)

Scrolling through news sites over the past week, I came across this article from the Daily Beast. According to the article, a group of female artists in Cairo are spreading messages of equality through street art. For the country, this is quite a revolutionary concept. Bright and colorful spray paint works of art convey messages such as empowering women by increasing their visibility throughout the city. This idea stems from the Women on Walls (WOW) project, which uses graffiti and street art to talk about women. The campaign aims to illustrate the daily struggles of Egyptian women, ultimately encouraging better treatment and women's rights.

While reading about this project, I found it interesting that graffiti was used to portray such important messages. Graffiti, an illegal art, is not something that I would typically think of to become a form of resistance in a country plagued by dictatorship and an unfinished revolution, especially for women's rights. I enjoyed reading about WOW, however, because I admire its attempt to become an alternative media source. When I picture graffiti, I usually imagine art portraying gangs and other illegal activities. I appreciate WOW's ability to bust multiple stereotypes, including the stereotypes of both graffiti and the inferiority of women.

This unique approach is important to recognize because it demonstrates the power of aesthetics in terms of changing gender roles and women's rights. The radicalness of WOW is inspiring to many around the world, including myself. The messages of WOW have brought artists together to increase awareness and positively portray women in a public sphere. In an area like Egypt, where women are constantly treated as secondary roles in society, publicly depicting what is wrong in society can help address the issues and ultimately promote change.

I hope that as readers, you can admire this work and it sparks thoughts and conversations for yourselves about the role of gender in our society. Please reply to this blog post with any comments, I would love to hear your thoughts! 

Gender and Identity through Hamlet

In English class, we are currently reading the play Hamlet by William Shakespeare. The tragic play dramatizes the revenge of Prince Hamlet on his uncle Claudius for murdering Hamlet's father, the King. Hamlet's father is also the brother of Caludius, who ends up taking both the throne and as his wife Gertrude, the old king's widow and Prince Hamlet's mother. Through the study of this play, I have learned to examine different critical approaches to various aspects of the play. There are unique, dynamic and mysterious female characters that play a critical role in Hamlet. It is for this reason that I found the feminist approach to Hamlet quite interesting. 

One specific question that feminist critics ask that intrigues me is: How is the work "gendered"? More specifically, how does it seem to define femininity and masculinity? By analyzing the play in this light, I found myself relating the idea of gender and identity to aesthetics and appearance. 

In today's society, much of gender and identity revolves around appearance. Men and women are expected to dress in a specific way to portray their gender appropriately. In turn, individuals are deemed "odd" and often outcasted for not following specific underlying gender roles of society, especially in terms of appearance. In theory, men and women have the freedom to portray themselves in any way they like. However, in reality, following social norms often hinders them from doing so. 

In Hamlet, the character Ophelia demonstrates the complexity of gender and identity. Ophelia is portrayed as an inferior character, controlled by the men around her. Ophelia is manipulated by Hamlet, who pursues her as a lover. Therefore, Ophelia represents the gender roles of society through her appearance as a weak character. Ophelia is portrayed as a feminine character through her appearance and props, such as her flowers. 

Ophelia is portrayed as a feminine character, as shown in this picture.

Ultimately, the idea of gender portrayed through femininity and masculinity is apparent throughout multiple generations, from the time of Shakespeare to current day. It is important to recognize this in order to realize how social norms play a role in our identity, especially through aesthetics and appearance. As readers, I would like you to ask yourselves: how do you define gender? How do aesthetics and appearance help to determine and identify gender? Does appearance limit gender? 

The New and REAL Queen Bee: Lorde and Reasons Why I Love Her

Over the past few weeks, I've been frequently listening to Lorde. A Grammy award winning 17 year old from New Zealand, she has more accomplishments than I probably will achieve in my lifetime. Yet the current spotlight on Lorde seems to be focusing on all aspects EXCEPT her talents. Media outlets deem her as "weird" and "awkward." Twitter posts and other social media sites bash her appearance and harshly respond to her Asian boyfriend. Sure, Lorde dresses like a witch. Sure, she doesn't embody a typical teenage cheerleader. But is that really important? It seems as though most critics are ignoring the parts of Lorde that I enjoy the most. The fact that she's unique. The fact that she's unbelievably talented. The fact that she's comfortable in her own "awkward" body. Lorde is a role model.

(Lorde performing at The Grammy's)

Lorde embraces her youth and gender. She shows her fans and critics that she's very different from her peers, in the best way possible. In addition, Lorde sticks up for what she believes in. A few months ago, Lorde risked controversy by critiquing pop star Selena Gomez's song, "Come and Get It." She is quoted saying, "I’m a feminist and the theme of her song is, 'When you’re ready, come and get it from me.' I’m sick of women being portrayed this way." Lorde stood by her comments, affirming that she has no problem with expressing her morals and opinions. 

Too often, girls and women lack the confidence to express themselves. Strong women are viewed as "controlling" while men are viewed as "powerful." This double standard is an issue that needs to be addressed in society, and Lorde is taking steps to combat this stereotype. Her power as a young female in the media industry should be viewed as admirable. Lorde is real. She's raw and pure. Her refreshing viewpoints are necessary in today's media industry, seeing as the roots of the industry lie within aesthetics and appearance instead of talent and personality. The world needs a figure like Lorde to be able to connect with. So, I applaud and thank Lorde for her actions towards empowering women.

The Ugly Truth About Society

Recently, I turned on the television and a woman appeared on the screen wearing nothing but a bikini and high heels. With makeup piled on her face and a can in her hand, she was “advertising” for an energy drink. Switching the channel, a muscular man appeared without a shirt and was holding a pack of deodorant. Unfortunately, this scenario is common. 

(Example of advertisement objectifying women) 

To me, the most frequent and significant examples of sexism occur within our media today. Subtle messages in advertisements like these have the power to influence how we view both ourselves and other individuals. Such messages are often misrepresentations of society and negatively impact our perceptions of beauty and appearance for both males and females. 

Today, the media frequently sexualizes women in order to sell products. In doing so, the average female believes that she must fit a specific stereotype in order to be accepted in society. According to “Miss Representation,” a non-profit campaign and media organization created to develop awareness about the misrepresentation of women in the media, “The number of cosmetic surgical procedures performed on youth 18 or younger more than tripled from 1997 to 2007.” 

Clearly, the media holds a significant amount of power in establishing gender roles within society. Trust me, I understand how easily it is to succumb to advertisements and other aspects of the media. I remember recently flipping through a magazine and commenting how “perfect” Emma Stone looked in her advertisement for Revlon Products. Despite the amount of airbrush and Photoshop techniques that went into the advertisement, I allowed myself to fall into the trap and compare myself to an unrealistic image. 

In order to resolve the misrepresentations and establish equality for men and women through the media, we must improve our media literacy. We cannot buy into what the media believes we should look, act or feel like. We must honor positive advertisements and other forms of media in order to limit the role that negative advertisements and media play in our lives. 

Reflection on Blogging

The first half of senior year has been quite a whirlwind tour. New teachers, new classes, new assignments, new whatever, it all seems so bizarre to me now. In the big scheme of things, 6 months is only a sliver. Yet, now that I'm processing everything, I cannot believe how much I've learned within this tiny fraction of time. Thinking, writing, deleting, and rewriting, I spent an unbelievable amount of time over the semester writing my blog posts. Whether I was developing a specific theme in my blog post to hold onto a moment with rich language, or I was searching for relative articles, videos and other forms of media, I learned a lot about myself, my writing, and even my learning during the blogging process. Surely, I didn't accomplish this process overnight, but I'm thankful that I had the opportunity to embark on such a journey with my writing. 

Blogging and I have a quite complicated relationship. Some days, I rush home to write a blog post. Filled with insightful thoughts, I can't wait to log on and write a post. Other days, I dread the idea of finding a topic to blog about. As I reflect on my blog writing process, I realize that my beginning thoughts as a blogger were ineffective to the writing process because I tried to write in a formal, typical "English class" way. However, I later realized that blogs are different in the sense that they must connect to a variety of forms of media, and incorporate more of my own personal thoughts. Over the course of the semester, however, I believe that my writing improved significantly in terms of blogging. Through blogging, I have learned to connect ideas from English class to outside sources and issues, as well as developed my own personal identity as a blogger my incorporating my own beliefs and thoughts into the posts. 

One example of connecting ideas from English class to outside sources and issues is from my blog post, "Beautiful Doesn't Mean Perfect." In the post, I connected empathy to the perception of beauty in society. According to my blog post, "As we discussed in my English class, empathy is important to learn for developing relationships in a multitude of situations. Promoting the acceptance of people with special needs and combating the idea of perfection increases empathy by provoking reflection, as the video above illustrates by showing a wide range of reactions from people as they walk by the store front." 

Another example of my improved writing through blogging and developing my own personal identity as a blogger is from my blog post, "More Than Meets the Eye." In this post, I talked about my personal experience on a retreat I attended, called Kairos. By discussing my personal experiences and relating them to important ideas like aesthetics and appearance, I improved my blog post writing. According to my blog post, "As I write this post today, I find it interesting to notice how big of a role appearance plays in our lives and what I can do to change this so that emotional health and forming relationships with others outweighs aesthetics and appearance." This illustrates my improvement as a writer and development of my own identity. I believe it is important to develop an identity as a blogger in order to connect with your readers at a more personal level. 

Ultimately, I believe that blogging has been a great learning opportunity for myself as a writer. While the beginning of my thinking during the blogging was very ineffective, ultimately I realized that I couldn't think like how I usually do when I write. I've grown accustom to writing things such as research papers and essays, but I needed to learn more about how to blog. When I finally realized that I was going to need to go about my writing process differently as a blogger, everything shifted and fell into place. In the next semester, I hope to continue to improve my blogs and further my learning as a writer by more deeply analyzing both other cultures, texts, various media forms and myself in order to develop my understanding of aesthetics and appearance. 

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Beautiful Doesn't Mean Perfect

Scrolling through my Facebook newsfeed the other day, I came across a post from a friend titled, "Because Who Is Perfect?" Intrigued, I decided to examine this further. The video below comes from Pro Infirmis, an organization for the disabled. The group created a series of mannequins based on real people with physical disabilities in attempt to raise awareness for people with special needs.  

As a fashion lover, I immediately related to the impact of the industry on aesthetics and appearance. With smooth, plastic bodies lining the windows in nearly every retail store, our perception of beauty is incredibly skewed. I'm sure that many of my readers can relate to the internal and external pressures we face to look "perfect," whatever that even means. I found that this project is important to recognize because of its efforts to include body diversity, thus abandoning the "cookie cutter" mentality of beauty in terms of weight, height, body type and age. 

As an English student, I saw the relationship between this video and some of the essential questions we are discussing in class. Specifically, I related it to the question, "how do we understand others' experiences?" Using the idea of empathy, this project from Pro Infirmis allowed me to notice and value the struggles individuals with disabilities face, as well as the pressure that the media places on people to be perfect. As we discussed in my English class, empathy is important to learn for developing relationships in a multitude of situations. Promoting the acceptance of people with special needs and combating the idea of perfection increases empathy by provoking reflection, as the video above illustrates by showing a wide range of reactions from people as they walk by the store front. 

As readers, I hope that you found this video interesting and take some time to reflect on the power of empathy. Typically, those who are able to feel empathy towards others have more successful and caring relationships where communication about emotions is prevalent. I know that empathy has many pros and cons, which is why I would love to hear your thoughts on a few of the questions that were raised for me when discussing empathy in class and delving further into it with this blog post. 

• What does empathy do to us? What does empathy do for us?
• How does empathy impact our identity?
• Is it possible to be too empathetic?
• How does appearance shape our identity?
• What does perfection mean to you?